Tidbits

look here, yo.

I wrote a whole chapter of my book today, cause you know, whatev. And it’s all about you. hmph, well aren’t you special? >:#  

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Here are some excerpts that might give a clue to what I’m trying to get across to us you:

“…there’ll always be the need to push myself to just keep going, to keep trying to send out vibes, to signal you that what we have is more than superficial.”

“I don’t need you to be my soulmate, my lover, my fling, my partner - I just need you to be there.”

“…at least for now we can’t say I’m yours and you’re mine. At least for now we cannot be. But at least for now I can still hold you tight, I can still embrace your being, your soul, your eyes.”

“I know I feel a much deeper connection, but I question myself on why I let you enter so freely.”

“My walls were put down for you, for you to come in and seize my interest.”

“No need to stomp on me, for my shell is already broken. No need for a mess around that leaves the heart unspoken.”

“…a constant thought of you lingers in every moment, and that’s what I imagined it was for you; an underlying necessity to know how the other is doing, how the other is feeling.”

“…but because of all these boundaries that are obvious to the eye, I allow for your eyes to wander, I allow for your rightful experiences to flow through.”

“…but just don’t lose sight of me. Of us. And of what is for sure a future possibility.”

“Even if we don’t speak for lengths of times I cannot bear, the thought is still there, and I will wait.”